It's okay

Yeah it's okay.. I'm okay.

But then again, I'll still say I'm okay even if one of my arms was ripped off and there's blood dripping down the side of my body. Don't ask me why, that's just me. Always saying "I'm okay" but not always meaning it.

Thank you so much for being my piller of strength.

Curse goddamn Melbourne weather. So friggin hot and stuffy today. Not good when you have a blocked nose. And my eyes feel like they're gonna shut anytime soon.

I'm dragging my feet. I wonder how long I have to keep doing this.

Danced up a storm last night. I think that's enough workout for the entire week. Or month. I haven't moved so much since.. I don't know when. Since the time when she was here, probably, when we scrambled up the little stage thingy that looked like a cage and started pole dancing. Haha damn.. good times. I miss her. I wonder if I can wait until February to see her again. If I close my eyes and try hard enough, I just might be able to picture her sitting next to me in class, singing some Mandarin song, and flashing a teethy smile when I look at her.

Speaking of which.. man I miss all of you from Penang. Him, him, her.. you were all so much fun. I had some of the best times in the year during those 2 weeks I spent with you guys in July. Hope you're all doing good in the UK. It's strange how we grew attached to together in such a short time, sometimes it feels like I'm just imagining things that didn't happen. But then I see the scar on my left knee and remember the time when I scraped it while swimming in your pool, and then I know.

And her.. she's so much fun to be with. I can still remember those letters we used to write to each other. I'd run over to your class and leave it on your desk if you weren't in class (hey you were always lepak-ing around school anyway!) or I'd throw it at you and walk off. And the next day, I'd see a letter on my desk or I'd see you walk by with a sheepish look on your face as you sneakingly toss the letter over to me without distracting my teacher's attention. Going to the gig together with you in July was one of the highlights of the year. Damn we're big gig goers aren't we? Madison Avenue.. Jason Lo.. haha damn that getting Jason Lo's autograph onto your tag with no marker pen available thingy. And helping you ask where he got his necklace from and whether I could have it. Good times, really. Even though you may not know it, you're one of the persons I love to death.

I wish I could keep a cat here. I so want to stroke a cat right now and hear it purr.

Need to clean up my room.. everything's everywhere except in its right place.

A bit of useless information that I find amusing:

Jennifer Lopez has been dropped from the Louis Vuitton advertising campaign for a posse of supermodels.

The luxury leathergoods and clothing house has recruited Kate Moss, Naomi Campbell, Amber Valletta, Angela Lindvall, Liya Kebede and Karen Elson to pose together instead.

Louis Vuitton's Artistic Director Marc Jacobs decided the brand needed a new concept for the spring/summer season. Jacobs told New York magazine "It felt a little bit like old times - that supermodel outing thing."
The new set of ads were shot by Mert Alas and Marcus Piggott in the Dubai desert last month, with each supermodel representing a different category: ready-to-wear, jewellery, shoes and accessories.

"They really look like desert goddesses and they really got into it. It's very iconic: gorgeous, rich and luxurious," Jacobs said.

Luxury-loving Lopez came under fire for taking home every item of designer goodies in the studio after shooting the Vuitton campaign in Paris earlier this year.

A witness told the New York Daily News newspaper the diva took "shoes, dresses, bags, everything.

An assistant went down the row of tables and loaded up a duffle bag. Around ten minutes later everyone was standing around in shock, when they got a call from Jennifer's people. They said she'd forgotten a pair of socks!"

Damn glad to see that Marc Jacobs has finally wised up. Yuck for JLo. Yay for Kate Moss *drool*

Currently listening to: Frankie J - Don't Wanna Try