Good morning

*yawn*

It's good to sleep the day away and wake up at 6:15pm. That way you just sleep your life away and escape from the real world and just dream. My dreams are always pleasant, anyway.

I can still remember when she used to say I was "mood-less", and how I was always cheerful and happy and nothing would seem to be able to affect my mood, and how I was never moody. And she always compared me to his son - how we were both similar as we always smiled, always helped others, had highly respectable manners and never showed our grumpy sides. I've always believed that. Until the day we all found out he ran away. And after he came back, he never spoke a single word to anyone for over a year. He abandoned his degree. Ignored family and friends. All he did was stay in his room and played computer games.

Sometimes I wonder when it's going to be my turn.

She told me, the way he worked was that he accepted everything and kept everything trapped inside, and one day the bubble burst. I can still see that look on her face when I told her, "I keep everything inside too. Aren't you scared my bubble's going to burst soon?"

I can still remember the time when I completed a quiz to find out what category of guys I was attracted to.. it was back when I was 14 or 15. I can still remember what the answer was. "Your ideal guy is so cute, so smart, so funny, so rich, so handsome, so kind, so caring, so gorgeous, so romantic, so fun, so polite, so understanding, so sweet, so considerate, so everything. There's only one small tiny teeny weeny little problem - he doesn't exist. Your ideal bloke is too perfect. Damn, you keep forgetting that, don't you?"

And while flipping through my December copy of Allure, I came upon an advertisement for Dove chocolates. There was the question "What's your perfect relationship?" labelled at the top of the ad, and the page was filled with different ways to describe the perfect relationship. Exciting. Secretive. Adventurous. True. Voracious. Funny. Physical. Imaginative. Bold. Healthy. Glamorous. Discreet. Silly. Deep. Flirty. Dashing. Serene. Teasing. Balanced. Naughty. Sensitive. Hip. Submissive. Dreamy. Persistent. Saucy. Civilized. Comical. Dynamic. Faithful. Exotic. Cerebral. Fearless. Casual. Maddening. Smooth. Mischieveous. Powerful. Mellow. Steamy. Playful. Chic. Tender. Uninhibited. Logical. Breathless. Harmonious. Unusual. Eager. Rugged. Thoughful. Ravenous. Loyal. Inventive. Laid-back. Giving. Wild. Devoted. Coy. Extravagance. Happy. Nimble. Trusting. Devilish. Attentive. Vulnerable. Frisky. Solid. Savvy. Endless. Theatrical. Cool. Simple. Permissive. Secure. Captivating. Groovy. Feisty. Charming. Daring. Blissful. Real. Exuberant. Friendly. Swanky. Affectionate. Unstoppable. Quiet. Tantalizing. Dominant. Platonic. Lighthearted. Sassy. Extreme. Positive. Earthy. Dignified. Candid. Strong. Optimistic. Madcap. Private. Joyous. Kinky. Peaceful. Serious. Sultry. Razed. Low-key. Affluent. Beautiful. Possessive. Gentle. Euphoric. Roguish. Dramatic. Adorable. Ritzy. Engaging. Carefree. Generous. Potent. Respectful. Intimate. Amusing. Torrid. Understanding. Energetic. Outrageous. Profound. Shy. Rare. Gracious. Unencumbered. Tolerant. Messy. Footloose. Satisfying. Indulgent. Secluded. Innocent.

It's crazy, when all we want is to be happy.

I've never believed in forever, anyway. It's over-rated.

Currently listening to: Ginuwine - In Those Jeans