Enough of this bullcrap
Ladies and gentlemen, the shit hath hitteth the fan-eth. I have reached my goddamn limit.
I don't deserve this kind of shit from you. And I'm going to stop taking it with both hands wide open starting from today. I don't need to have this kind of reliance on you. I can't believe I rely so much on you that it's reached the stage of being utterly pathetic and disgusting. To keep having to remind myself of the things you used to do, to keep having to console myself that it's not that bad and things will get better..... I'm just not going to give a shit anymore.
Of course I know you're not all that bad. Of course I know.
On another cold night like tonight, I'm going to stop wishing you were here. Why should I suffer alone when you're not suffering at all.
Currently listening to: Some pretty intense WoW action
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Friday, November 10, 2006
This is fact not fiction
It saddens me so when you falsely claim that you know everything there is to know about women. If that were to be true, you would've done that. It may be silly, but a girl needs that from time to time. That is why you can buy flowers for as little as $2.50. How selfish are you to equate it into what you have visualized and blown out of proportion in your own head to prevent one's happiness. Do you not know by now that it, like many other things, goes so much deeper than that. Everything goes so much deeper when it comes to me.
We as human beings have grown to create and grow and sow expectations, which can be deprived from goals, which we are all encouraged to cultivate. What they have not told us about is how to pick yourself up after you get hurt, after you pick yourself up after a great bout of suffering. Instead, we are advised then to change our wanting. To change our way of wanting, our ideas of wanting, and our thoughts of wanting. That is just about as good as completely wiping out hope.
32 days into living without dead animals being introduced into my digestive system, I have started to connect deeper with souls. To all the cows, pigs, ducks, and chickens out there, I am truly sorry. Has the world paused to thank you properly for all that you have contributed to, and also to apologize properly for all that we have taken away from you?
Currently listening to: Death Cab for Cutie - A Lack of Color
It saddens me so when you falsely claim that you know everything there is to know about women. If that were to be true, you would've done that. It may be silly, but a girl needs that from time to time. That is why you can buy flowers for as little as $2.50. How selfish are you to equate it into what you have visualized and blown out of proportion in your own head to prevent one's happiness. Do you not know by now that it, like many other things, goes so much deeper than that. Everything goes so much deeper when it comes to me.
We as human beings have grown to create and grow and sow expectations, which can be deprived from goals, which we are all encouraged to cultivate. What they have not told us about is how to pick yourself up after you get hurt, after you pick yourself up after a great bout of suffering. Instead, we are advised then to change our wanting. To change our way of wanting, our ideas of wanting, and our thoughts of wanting. That is just about as good as completely wiping out hope.
32 days into living without dead animals being introduced into my digestive system, I have started to connect deeper with souls. To all the cows, pigs, ducks, and chickens out there, I am truly sorry. Has the world paused to thank you properly for all that you have contributed to, and also to apologize properly for all that we have taken away from you?
Currently listening to: Death Cab for Cutie - A Lack of Color
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