Little girl lost

Hurrah for making me feel like shit again! The last post was too cheery anyway. Back to my old cynical, bitter self.

You just like to come around to bite me in my non-existent rear once in a while to keep me on my toes, don't you. Why do you do this? It's amusing that someone who appears as aloof and confident can have such self-esteem issues. I don't know why you do this. Why you just can't accept that there were others, that others were better, that others may be better. You're not the only special one. Why do you do this to yourself. It's always someone else. There's always someone else. Someone's, something's always there to kick you off your horse.

Listen, you bitch. Stop it. Friggin stop it! MMmmmm feel the peace.

So many years of this shit.. you'd think I'd be used to it by now. Self-pity. The concept of ugliness. Fug. Mug. Eww.

Currently listening to: Justin Timberlake - Sexy Back