Enough of this bullcrap

Ladies and gentlemen, the shit hath hitteth the fan-eth. I have reached my goddamn limit.

I don't deserve this kind of shit from you. And I'm going to stop taking it with both hands wide open starting from today. I don't need to have this kind of reliance on you. I can't believe I rely so much on you that it's reached the stage of being utterly pathetic and disgusting. To keep having to remind myself of the things you used to do, to keep having to console myself that it's not that bad and things will get better..... I'm just not going to give a shit anymore.

Of course I know you're not all that bad. Of course I know.

On another cold night like tonight, I'm going to stop wishing you were here. Why should I suffer alone when you're not suffering at all.

Currently listening to: Some pretty intense WoW action