We're all sheep in a mindless world

Hah. Yes, yet another new peach toned lip gloss to add to my collection. Shut your mouth or I'll shove all of them down your throat. Scared? Yeah, I didn't think you'd be either. Knowing you, you'll probably puke all of them out and make them into.. er.. a big glob of peachy pink hued crap. Glob, is there such a word? And just wait a sec, what the hell am I rambling on about?

Crummy twisted disillusioned hungry morbid troubled annoyed frustrated anger builds up I'm getting tired I'm getting restless I'm getting very very very bored.

I want some goddamn food right now but my car's not at home. My dear car, my dear baby, my dear darling, where are you? What are they doing to you? Do return to me in one piece.

I had this series of strange dreams last night.. some guy named Erino Lappeno who was wearing a white polo shirt came up with a plot to rape me, I was with him and him when I suddenly started bleeding and I was crying as I walked and as the blood dripped down the insides of my legs and they still didn't want to walk faster with me, a plus-sized model who had a baby named Ha and an Arabic hubby thought I was a model as well and asked which agency I was from and said I was pretty then I went to talk to her hubby and he broke down and cried so I asked him why and he said they were coping very badly as they were getting too poor and he asked me not to freak out but he was paying $50 a week to let Ha use ICQ and I was stunned and asked how old Ha was and he said 13 months and said Ha was really clever and went on to talk about how their orange apartment went crumbling down during World War II and for some reason it troubled me so much that I went to the window and cried and when I related the whole incident to my family they didn't care and that made me cry again.

Whoa reality check. WTF. Don't mind me, I'm a bit sick in the head today. That's what being food deprived does to you.

Currently listening to: Staind - So Far Away