Some people are alive just because it's illegal to kill them

Aah man.. study break. It's depressing. Really.

I wonder what I've been doing with my life lately. I seriously wonder. Or maybe I just don't care anymore. They both seem the same to me anyways. Blurred around the edges.

Yes I like talking in short. Sentences. Why. Don't. You. Like. To. As. Well.

Not really in the mood for ranting right now, so I'll do a little Q&A thingy. Yeah, this blog is used mainly only for purposes of me procrastinating.

Hehehe wait wait I'll answer the questions in a sec.. just smiling cheek to cheek right now, listening to her tell me about how her meeting went with him on ICQ.

Okay lets get the ball rolling..


I AM: so hungry..

I WANT: to go shopping

I HAVE: no life

I WISH: I felt more alive

I HATE: feeling so dead

I MISS: Malaysian food, Friends, Penang

I FEAR: being hurt, being lied to

I HEAR: my heater and Third Eye Blind's God of Wine

I SEARCH: for strength to carry on everyday. And motivation to get out of bed

I WONDER: why the hell I'm so hungry

I REGRET: not doing more with my life earlier. Not being more appreciative. Not being stronger.

I LOVE: my cats =D my family.. friends.. there are some things and people that I love to death.

I ACHE: when I'm having a headache?

I ALWAYS: smile. And laugh at my friends' jokes!

I AM NOT: even close to perfect as some people expect/want me to be

I DANCE: when I'm happy

I SING: when.. er.. I'm happy. And when it's a good song! And when I'm bored too!

I CRY: when I'm sad? Or scared?

I AM NOT ALWAYS: booooooored.. although I am most of the time. But there are actually instances when I'm not bored and have things to do. Wow yes. Shock. Horror.

I WRITE: when I have thoughts. And when I have some paper and something to write with?

I WIN: I never win anything!!!!! =(

I LOSE: er.. most of the time

I CONFUSE: myself most of the time

I NEED: moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I SHOULDA: spent less last month
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Yes Or No...

x. You keep a diary: Yeps! Since I was 6.

x. You like to cook: Uhhhhhh hehehehe just started learning how to

x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yeah.. don't we all?

x. You believe in love: sadly yes
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The weirdest person you know: ooh it's not good to start naming people. Umm.. there are quite a few =D

the Loudest Person you Know: Precilla!! That girl can seriously shatter glass when she screams

The Sexiest Person you Know: Wish I could say "Gisele" then just flip the side of my hair to the back and flutter my eyelashes and say "What.. don't YOU know Gisele?" Um, okay, sexiest person I know? Uhh.. my mom =) Because I think being confident and at peace with yourself is sexy and my mom does that so well.

Your closest friend(s): I've got a few. But I'll just say Joanne as we've labelled each other as "best friend" since we were little kids

The People that Knows the Most about you: hmm.. probably myself. But on a more serious note, probably Joanne. And someone else.
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Do You...?

Have a(any) crush(es): apart from the one on Ashton Kutcher? And Takky? I don't think so.

Want to get married: Very funny. Not right now

Get motion Sickness: Nooo

Think you're a health freak: Hahahahahaha no

Get along with your parents: Yeah I try very hard to. I also agree to almost everything they say because I don't want to make them unhappy

Like thunderstorms: No but I know someone who does!
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NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Black

CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Haha you know what? I don't even know.. someone once told me I had like 5 shades in my hair right now. Umm, there are streaks of blonde, dark red, dark brown, light brown, black. I think that's it.

EYE COLOR: brown

BIRTHPLACE: Penang, Malaysia (hurrah!)
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(FAVORITES )

NUMBER: 11 and 15

COLOR: pink and black

DAY: Friday (because the weekend is just around the corner)

MONTH: February

SONG: too many to name lah

FOOD: gotta say Malaysian's the best

SEASON: me like winter cuz it's nice and cold and I can wear beautiful coats =)

SPORT: but I don't play any sports..

DRINK: ice lemon tea! ice peach tea!
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( PREFERENCES )

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT : cuddle

CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? is ice chocolate an option?

MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? it's been milk all along, but recently gotten addicted to white

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocooooolaaaateeee
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( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )

CRIED? yes

HELPED SOMEONE? kind of

BOUGHT SOMETHING? a copy of Allure magazine

GOTTEN SICK? noooooo I'm recoveringggg

GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yup yup

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nope nope

TALKED TO AN EX? yup yup

MISSED AN EX? er.. hmm.... not really

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? nope

HAD A SERIOUS TALK? kind of

MISSED SOMEONE? yeah.. I miss my friends and my cats

HUGGED SOMEONE? yup

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope.. that would be the worst nightmare

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope

PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE? noo

DO YOU FEEL LONELY? sometimes


Wahh okay that's done. Gonna get moving now and gonna do lunch with him. Yayness.

Currently listening to: Song for a Sleepwalker - Something for Kate